waxing crescent, 11-18-20

fujifilm x100f
modified acros film simulation
firing at ISO 12800

looking through more night-walk photos from the week. trying to decide if any of them are Flickr-worthy.

just before sunset on wednesday while being dragged around by an akita. i’ve been watching my roommate’s dog while she skips around the west for two weeks (what a time to travel). i am not much of a dog person, but i try my best with this creature.

it is nice to have the house to myself for once - to have things quiet and relatively tidy - and it will feel good to have this following week off of work as well. i’ve felt like every part of me has been on fire. i am totally fine, but my anxiety has been off the charts, and it’s been hard to focus at all.

my mother has been asking me to come see her and my dad over the holidays, but i’m at the point where i feel the responsible thing to do is stay home. i know i’ve come across to them as a standoffish jerk, but i’ve been trying to let them know as clearly as i can that this is done out of love and responsibility.

anyway. happy weekend.